My best friend and I "broke up" today. My friends think I'm OK, but i can feel my self slipping back into suicidal thoughts. I keep wanting to hide away and I know I need to stop. I'd just gotten better. I don't think I'm handling this very well. I think I want to die. This makes me a hypocrite. I miss my friend so much. Why'd she have to suddenly turn on me? We were so close. She's the only one that knows everything.
Lucyloo4273 / May 16 2016 7.34