For a few weeks now, I've constanly had intrusive thoughts about death. The fact that I can't control my own body makes me anxious and worried. It doesn't matter what I'm doing: my brain keeps thinking that one day I'll die and won't be able to change that. This is keeping me up at night and I have exams so I'm finding it hard to study. Also, I'm at the point of thinking "why bother with working hard in life if it'll all end?". I'm trying my best to accept my fate but it seems impossible, since I overthink a lot. I should probably mention that I physically and mentally feel ill when I go to a cemetery.
ActiveSharingSwan6911 / May 24 2022 21.50