Hey, so I know that I might be feeling insecurity because of the fact that I am a teenager, but, serioulsy it's so annoying and I'm sick of it. I'm so tired of it that I just want to cry.
I hate my face, my hair, my stomach, my legs, my hands, my personality, my voice... Literalky I hate the whole me.
Maybe it's the way I see it but the same kind of clothes/styles never fit me like they do to someone else but I want to fit along and try.
I decline requests to go out, to video call and so on as I just don't feel like I can cope with this. Even if nobody thinks the same way as I do, ɪ, still do so it's hard and I don't know how to explain it.
I'm not fat. But I'm not skinny either. From my perspective my legs are pretty thick especially when I sit but is it just me? I'm not sure. My stomach is fine I guess but I feel like it could be more flat.
I also had acne since I was around 9, most kids my year still haven't got them yet! People always point them out, call me a freak. When I was younger they even said that I don't belong with them just because I had acne since a young age, I guess that sholdn't bother me as much but I had had enough of it.
Thank you, refer to me as whatever pronouns I srslly don't care atm I just feel down. :\