
hello im really struggling hurrendously. i was secually abused and assullted before christmas before the break up for christmas holidays. i was injured and things happened badly. im not coping, im betond the word coping. i feel ever so trapped i dont know whether to cry ir remain silent, most times tears wont even shred down my cheeks. i feel although its my fault, ide wished i could talk and open up to someone or even talk. i feel more better on a helpline or talking to a coucillor. im alone in this and shaken by this and terrified im hurt.