I feel like I’m blowing this out of proportion in my own head so I need an outside opinion.
When I was maybe 14 I was sort of friend with this guy. He was pretty open about being gay so I felt safer with him since I’m trans (ftm). But he was known for touching girls thighs and other places without them wanting to be would also get get his friend, who is a girl, to suck on his neck to make it look like he had experience.
So obviously I started to stop hanging out with him but I never talked to him about it explicitly so he would still try to talk to me.
So one day he came up to me and kissed me on the lips and then laughed. That was my first kiss.
I think the joke was that he was a gay guy and he was kissing a 'girl' and that was funny.
Now that I’m thinking about him again I think he used to touch me like that too.
I don’t know.