Hi, I am struggling with an ed and social anxiety and find it impossible to eat infront of people and with germs around or eating with people and I can't eat from takeaways or mcdonalds etc as the [email protected] are really high but my parents don't get it. They call me a disappointment when I wouldn't eat at my birthday but it was at a pizza place and it was really busy and I couldn't- I felt fat and as though people would judge me if I eat. Now I couldn't eat a subway because I was scared of ordering and if my dad ordered everything would be messed up and money would have been wasted, nothing would really help here as they were all just calling me an attention seeker when I don't want their attention. Things are hard tho and it's especially hard at school as I'm always starving but I can't eat especially cos I'm on my own at lunch (don't really have many friends) As I said I can't get help here and they all talk behind my back abt it but I just had to vent abt stuff yk.
xhellokitty2008x / Oct 12 2021 12.21