i dont really know if this counts as abuse but it does‘nt feel right. i live with my mum and younger brother. my brother always tells me to go kill myself, slut shames me and body shames me as well as calling me slurs and getting quite aggressive and violent. my mum usually just sits there and laughs and this happens but becomes angry when i try and defend myself and share my feelings on things like this. another thing is she does things that i find really uncomfortable on purpose to get a reaction out of me so she can paint me out to be this really problematic person.
at this point i just want to leave but dont have enough money or anywhere to go and feel like im just being dramatic to think this way.