hey! so uh. i'm currently going by the name sunny (online only), i'm afab and i'm cool with any pronouns.
i've been back and forth questioning my sexuality since like 2017 and i'm getting kinda tired. at first i had settled on lesbian, went with that for a year or two, but then things happened and after extensive research i then thought i may be asexual biromantic. the asexual part i'm cool with, though i have no clue if i really am biromantic?? i know i am definitely attracted to girls, though i don't know how comfy i'd be in a relationship with a guy. i keep trying to imagine it but i only get mixed signals back and it's so frustrating. it kinda feels like if i were to enter a relationship with a guy, i'm suddenly "faking liking girls" and i'm "actually straight", even though i know that's not true, that's just what it feels like, yknow??
also i feel like i may be attracted to like, pretty much every gender lmao. not just guys and girls, but genderfluid people, non-binary people, trans people, like i genuinely don't care about the person's gender and sometimes i don't even think about it, i'll have a crush on someone and think they're really cute or whatever and it's only after i start to like them that i notice their gender and i'm like "oh cool they're (gender)" lmao, is there a different word for that??
and as if that wasn't confusing enough, recently i've been thinking i might be non-binary (either agender or genderfluid), still questioning it and won't go deep into that in this category aha, but now what do i do? i can't identify as lesbian if i'm agender, so what's the word for agender afab people who like girls? and uh, can non-binary people identify as bisexual/biromantic??
sorry for the long post lol, any advice would be appreciated!