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    LuckySharingBadger9994 / Sep 23 2021 22.44

    i dont know whether this is abuse or what but i have never told anyone. when i was 7 years old, i was with a boy (age 9 or10) in the back of a pub, you know those beer gardens, and i was playing with him for a while while all our parents watched the telly. out of the blue he asked if i wanted to have sex. i was only 7 and had never heard of it before. he said to me i had to like touch him, with my hands but mainly my mouth. down there. i told him i didnt want to do it, i mean it was gross. i was seven. he then tried doing it me. i told him i didnt really like it and i was uncomfortable but he did it anyway. he also touched my vagina with his hands. is this rape or sexual assault? i dont know. i am 12 know and suffer with severe depression and anxiety. my parents dont care and i have tried kill myself once. i need help and i dont know where to find it.

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    LuckySharingBadger9994 / Sep 23 2021 22.44

    i dont know whether this is abuse or what but i have never told anyone. when i was 7 years old, i was with a boy (age 9 or10) in the back of a pub, you know those beer gardens, and i was playing with him for a while while all our parents watched the telly. out of the blue he asked if i wanted to have sex. i was only 7 and had never heard of it before. he said to me i had to like touch him, with my hands but mainly my mouth. down there. i told him i didnt want to do it, i mean it was gross. i was seven. he then tried doing it me. i told him i didnt really like it and i was uncomfortable but he did it anyway. he also touched my vagina with his hands. is this rape or sexual assault? i dont know. i am 12 know and suffer with severe depression and anxiety. my parents dont care and i have tried kill myself once. i need help and i dont know where to find it.

    Reading-Sheep / Oct 01 2021 15.50

    I would encourage you to talk with one of the ChildLine counsellors who will be able to provide you a safe space to talk more about this. The counsellors will believe you too. You can talk to a ChildLine counsellor by calling 0800 1111, logging on for a 1-2-1 chat or by sending an email.

    Get help here :

    https://www.childline.org.uk/info-advice/

    https://www.childline.org.uk/get-support/

    Hope this helps!

    -Buggo!

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