Hi, I don't really know how to start this but here goes.
For 2 years I was continually bullied for being too skinny, this caused me to start eating more to gain wait.
I've now reached a healthy weight
But now that I'm a normal healthy weight the way I look keeps making me feel disgusting. I know this is how I'm meant to look but how I looked before seem normal to me now and I keep not wanting too eat.
I've also had comments since the bullying saying how I looked really skinny(in a good way). Now I'm scared to gain weight.
I keep going through a cycle of wanting to eat to maintain my good weight and wanting to not eat so that I don't gain weight.
If anyone has any tips on how to break this cycle or any help in general.