hi im millie/emilia
im really striggling with my body image and i have for the past few years. this is going to be a bit if a rant bc i dont really have anyone to talk to.
im a healthy weight and have no health issues so i should be happy but im not. i cant get that into my head. i really want to be skinny but no matterbhiw hard i try i cant. there isnt one day that goes by that i dont think about the way i look. i want to be like all my friends. I iften have negative feelings (im not going to post them bc they could be triggering to some people) i feel like im failing. i dont want to go back to school in september (i love school btw) bc w have to wear shirts and tuck them in. every time i sit down or look in a mirror i look at my stomach and see horrible thing i am. I breathe in even when im on my own because i hate myself. i need help but i dont want to bother anyone with my pathetic problems. it really stresses me out and i really want to change but i cant. idk if im going to keep this up or take it down. :/