hiya, my name is leah.
i am a plus size girl that has now descoverd that my mum is a body shamer. Today... i was eating my first meal of the day and we had takeaway and she looked at me and said “god your still eating“ i wanted to break down on the spot but instead i said “you talk about me having lack off body positivity yet you sit there and body shame me“ she sat there and called me “fat” “horrible“ “ungreatful“ i didnt even finish my meal and i walked off and i felt sick. like more than usual. i ran into my room and cried. why does she say them things? does she hate me? what did i do?
i wanna go.
why didnt my dad say anything or my brother?
i feel unwanted.
should i go?
my heart aches. and my body hurts. my mind wont stop talking.
please, i just wanted to make them proud.