i dont really know how to phrase this, so im going to just list it:
this christmas is going to be my first christmas without my nan but my grandad is still alive, so we are going to see him. ( he is in our bubble btw)
but i have a feeling that on christmas day, my family is going to get really upset remembering my nan and stuff. i dont want to cry with them, i want to be the strong one to help them through it, but i have a feeling i might fail.
should i be the one who should do this?
if yes, then how can i cope.
btw, my family are really supportive and stuff so dw about that side of things.
if anyone has any advice, that would amazing xxx
btw im 13 yrs old x