Hi, im 17 and i live at home with my mam and dad, i stopped speaking to my dad around 4 years ago because of how he was treating me. since i stopped talking to him hes made sure he still gets in my head by giving me emotional abuse by constantly swearing and calling me things. a few month ago he took away the keys and locked me in the house and wouldnt let me out as well as removing the wifi router so i couldnt contact anyone for help and i couldnt stop having panic attacks and thats when i realised how i cant live here anymore. i get on with my mam however she doesnt stick up for me and whenever i tell her about what he says to me she doesnt do anything about it. ive told my family how im depressed and how it sometimes gets to the point where i dont want to live. i desperatley want to move out because i spend everyday in my room crying and i just want to move away from here and start over. i found out that my dad has been like this with my older siblings when they were my age however they moved out because they had partners and they took them in. i dont have anyone i can turn to and i dont know how to get away from here. whenever i tell somebody about my situation my mam tells them im lying and that i bring it all on myself because i think shes scared of him and she wont divorce him. does anybody know how i can get out of this situation because im worried if i report it to my college theyre not going to help because i dont have proof that this happens and my mam will tell them im lying. my mental health is getting really really bad and i just want out of here.
Molly20003 / Dec 17 2020 1.37