Okay so basically I had an argument with my 'best friend' because ever since we got back to school she has been pushing me away and ignoring me and telling me to go away and stuff.
Then a couple days ago she told me this other girl hated me and it was all I could think about, I even ending up relapsing because of it. (the girl she said hated me happened to be one of my other close friends). I eventually confronted the other girl about it and she said it was not true and she didn't hate me. So I went to my 'best friend' and she said it was a lie and she was annoyed at something and took it out on me, even though it had nothing at all to do with me. So I told her that it wasn't okay and she said, "yeah but its in the past now and anyways I apologized."
Does she not get that I literally relapsed really bad about it? (I didn't tell her I relapsed because she doesn't know I self harm) but it was a really big deal to me. And now she is ignoring me and I saw her pointing at me and talking to her other friends, I do not want to ho back to school at all tomorrow.