i feel like im gonna burst. i feel so fat onnmt belly and so fkat in my bum like i have the most undewirable body in the world i feel hate for it then myself because i nees to be grateful for my body. my parents are forcing me to gain weight and I hate them for it. why whh why why so rhwy want me to gain so much. i sometimes pove my body but because they are forcing weight gain i hate them. im a healthy weight asqell, but its not enough for them
. i hate them but i have no choice but to live with them. in a few years i can leave but untik the i just have rage and hate fir them controlling my life and feeding. idk wut to do.