every since last year i’ve lost all my confidence, i’m in year 10 now and have constantly been told i’ve put in weight over lockdown. no one finds me attractive and every boy i speak to finds someone better. every time i look in the mirror i want to end it all. i’m added into group chats where they bully and pick on my appearance, i get mean comments on my posts and get told to my face, by my friends i’ve gone fat. i feel so insecure especially in pe and recently ended up crying when my teacher asked why my running score had dropped so low. i cant wear the clothes i want to wear and can’t do the things i want to do because i’m insecure and hate myself. no one likes me for me, when i try to talk to my mum about it she doesn’t understand and thinks i’m being over dramatic and it’s my hormones.no one understands how i feel and when i tell my fiends they think i’m joking and laugh at me. i just need someone to talk to or some advice because i’m so low and have never been like this. please.
averonica / Sep 07 2020 22.40