hey , some of u may know me :)
i’m olly ✨
so a few weeks ago me and my boyfriend both had sex , for the first time ( we are 16 )
and the next morning i text him , because I - just do ...
he didn’t talk to me for about a week & then i decided to go to his house ,,,, turns out he was cheating on me :(
i’m not gonna go into detail but we haven’t talked since and i text him this morning and asked if he would like to come round , to sort things out etc .
he replied “ yes but only if we have sex” or something along those lines ....
I said that’s fine..
I mean , there’s nothing wrong with that ,,, is there ?
i still have feeling for him and he clearly does too ,———————————————
oh also the other night he turned up at my house at 2 in the morning and was ✨drunk✨ ,, he said he still loved me ????
( I sent him home )
i’ve been talking to my friends & they’ve said that he’s just using me for my body ... and that “if he loved me and wanted to b with me then he wouldn’t sleep with another guy “
I am so fucking confused ,,,
i feel like we both love and hate each other at the same time,,,, but I don’t know -
someone please help because i have no idea what i am going to do now -
~ olly <3