Hi, So I’m almost weigh restored from following my mealplan, I’m only a couple of pounds off but my ED team decided to keep me on the same mealplan and it’s so difficult as I no longer feel like I deserve the food as I’m at a healthy weight now. It just feels like I’m going to gain weight for ages and it’s making me really depressed. Aswell, a lot of hair is coming out and I’m so scared of losing it all and I’ve taken my dieticians advice of taking vitamins. But seeing so much hair come out makes me want to give up so much as well. Does anyone have tips with hair loss?
I’m also quite anxious about returning to school as I developed anorexia over quarantine so no teachers know about it and only a few friends. I’m allowed to go in 3 days a week but I’m so worried about being judged and people not believing I have anorexia and making it up as I’m now weight restored.
I’m so anxious and depressed. Thank you all x