so the night before i had found out that my sister is self-harming and i slept for less than 2 hrs becsuse of that. as a result, in my call, i mentioned my sister n they wanted to make a safety plan for her. i felt like i hadn't spoken about myself enough n then got really really upset. my sister is rude to me everyday and im going thru so much yet im also trying to help my sister by pretending to be a random nice person online because i know she wouldnt want me to know. i cant help but find it unfair that shes going to get support quickly when ive taken months and months trying and trying and she has no idea and im literally hurting inside😭😭😭. i want someone to help me.