I am 14 and for a long time I have told people that I want to Join the Army. So I joined Army Cadets and everthing was going fine and for ones every one was actually proad of me however I feel like I dont want to Join the Army and want to become a singer instead and I feel like people will be disapointed in me.
The thing is that when I origanaly said I wanted to become a Miltery Police I was in Year 7 and to be honest hated My Self and felt like the only purpers I had was to try and Betect England and I had no purpers for me only for England.
Anyway when I met My Now Ex Girlfriend her Mam had Died the Year Before so I tryed to make her happy and it kind of worked and she told me that I am realy good at helping people with problems so thats when I released that I need to do something like Singing so I can Help people if that makes sense but the problem is that I feel like if I do all the People who were Happy for me will start to hate me again and its kind of happning like sinces the Covid-19 has came and Army Cadets had to stoped no one has bothed with me. I feel so Alone.
Does any one have any idea of what I should do now I am practing singing and piano and Gutare.
sorry if My Spellings were bad
I am realy bad at that. Lol