I'm not sure what to call this but I was sexually assaulted in some way 7 years ago. It took me 5 years before i actually told someone and im not even sure what to call it still. I don't think it counts as rape but its more than molestation so i dont know.
It was a girl who did this so i dont even think its possible for it to be rape but I felt like it was.
I don't want to explain the details but it was in a public place at a party (in a room with no one else) and there was penetration involved.
I didn't say or do anything (i didnt say no or push her away) but i also didnt engage so i didnt give consent.
I know its not my fault but it still bothers me that i didnt even try to stop her.
I don't know what I want from making this thread, i dont really need advice i guess i just wanted to get it off my chest and if anyone else has been through something similar they can post on here and talk about it x