Poem .....called.....'my birth family'

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    rocky2294 / Oct 24 2019 19.09

    I am adopted, i have been since age 3 and i'm 17 now. I have never met my parents since. so this is just my poem on how i feel.

    The mum who never cared,

    The dad who left me scared.

    I weep for all the times we could have had.

    You could have held me close, but you pushed me further.

    You could have gave me love, but instead i got beaten.

    I feel ugly inside, like i'm never enough.

    You gave me a name, but left me in the rough.

    No baby should have been there crying for there mum.

    You did have a sense and your not that dumb.

    You got my little sister with you. You love her and my brother.

    Whilst here i am alone, dealing with monsters.

    I am lost.

    i keep going

    down

    deeper.

    Yet my hopes keep me higher.

    Why you do this. why do i hurt.

    When will you ever learn.

    You never loved me. Or i wouldn't be here.

    I just sit here in the.....

    silence

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    rocky2294 / Oct 24 2019 19.09

    I am adopted, i have been since age 3 and i'm 17 now. I have never met my parents since. so this is just my poem on how i feel.

    The mum who never cared,

    The dad who left me scared.

    I weep for all the times we could have had.

    You could have held me close, but you pushed me further.

    You could have gave me love, but instead i got beaten.

    I feel ugly inside, like i'm never enough.

    You gave me a name, but left me in the rough.

    No baby should have been there crying for there mum.

    You did have a sense and your not that dumb.

    You got my little sister with you. You love her and my brother.

    Whilst here i am alone, dealing with monsters.

    I am lost.

    i keep going

    down

    deeper.

    Yet my hopes keep me higher.

    Why you do this. why do i hurt.

    When will you ever learn.

    You never loved me. Or i wouldn't be here.

    I just sit here in the.....

    silence

    Monty- / Oct 24 2019 19.58

    Hi,

    I really like your poem i think it's very raw and real. I love how honest and genuine it is, very brave.

    I'm sorry thats happened to you. if you need anything im here 🙃

    -Monty

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    Monty- / Oct 24 2019 19.58

    Hi,

    I really like your poem i think it's very raw and real. I love how honest and genuine it is, very brave.

    I'm sorry thats happened to you. if you need anything im here 🙃

    -Monty

    rocky2294 / Oct 25 2019 8.12

    Hello Monty,

    Thank you very much for what you've said about my poem :)

    I am here too!! :)

    How is things going??

    Things are a bit manic with me, my adoptive parents are taking us on holiday!!

    Kira x

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    rocky2294 / Oct 25 2019 8.12

    Hello Monty,

    Thank you very much for what you've said about my poem :)

    I am here too!! :)

    How is things going??

    Things are a bit manic with me, my adoptive parents are taking us on holiday!!

    Kira x

    Monty- / Oct 25 2019 17.46

    Hey Kira,

    Yea things are alright (other than the odd issue with my dad) hbu? xx

    Sorry its a bit manic atm, I hope you have fun on holiday anyway though!!!

    -Monty Xx

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    rocky2294 / Oct 24 2019 19.09

    I am adopted, i have been since age 3 and i'm 17 now. I have never met my parents since. so this is just my poem on how i feel.

    The mum who never cared,

    The dad who left me scared.

    I weep for all the times we could have had.

    You could have held me close, but you pushed me further.

    You could have gave me love, but instead i got beaten.

    I feel ugly inside, like i'm never enough.

    You gave me a name, but left me in the rough.

    No baby should have been there crying for there mum.

    You did have a sense and your not that dumb.

    You got my little sister with you. You love her and my brother.

    Whilst here i am alone, dealing with monsters.

    I am lost.

    i keep going

    down

    deeper.

    Yet my hopes keep me higher.

    Why you do this. why do i hurt.

    When will you ever learn.

    You never loved me. Or i wouldn't be here.

    I just sit here in the.....

    silence

    Kawaii-Potato-07 / Oct 26 2019 6.31

    Hey! I’m so sorry I took forever to respond.. quite a lot is happening right now aT the moment... but anyways, enough about me. — your poem is EPIC! I love it!! But it seems like your struggling a lot at the moment.. I really hope your doing alright, you are strong though, very strong. I can’t even imagine being in a situation like that! — your very brave too, but I really hope your alright... I’ll give you support! — just know that in the end, you’ll finally be free.. and that your NEVER alone. Just know you will always have someone who loves and cares for you. Stay strong and take care!

    —Maria (potatosaurus 🥔🦕)

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    Monty- / Oct 25 2019 17.46

    Hey Kira,

    Yea things are alright (other than the odd issue with my dad) hbu? xx

    Sorry its a bit manic atm, I hope you have fun on holiday anyway though!!!

    -Monty Xx

    rocky2294 / Oct 26 2019 19.32

    Hey

    Things are okay. we are finally at holiday :D xx

    Thank you

    Kira xx

    Anything for you to look forward too??

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    rocky2294 / Oct 26 2019 19.32

    Hey

    Things are okay. we are finally at holiday :D xx

    Thank you

    Kira xx

    Anything for you to look forward too??

    Monty- / Oct 26 2019 23.33

    Thats great im really happy you're having fun x

    Well im going to this festival thing soon. It's the day after Halloween, but im still dressing up cos why not? 😂 I'm going as Frank n furter from the Rocky horror picture show.

    Do you have any plans for Halloween?

    -Monty Xx

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    Kawaii-Potato-07 / Oct 26 2019 6.31

    Hey! I’m so sorry I took forever to respond.. quite a lot is happening right now aT the moment... but anyways, enough about me. — your poem is EPIC! I love it!! But it seems like your struggling a lot at the moment.. I really hope your doing alright, you are strong though, very strong. I can’t even imagine being in a situation like that! — your very brave too, but I really hope your alright... I’ll give you support! — just know that in the end, you’ll finally be free.. and that your NEVER alone. Just know you will always have someone who loves and cares for you. Stay strong and take care!

    —Maria (potatosaurus 🥔🦕)

    rocky2294 / Oct 27 2019 17.29

    It's okay, i'm struggling to reply too. Whats happening with you right now??

    Thank you so much. i am not alright, but music has always helped me, even when i was little. :)

    Thank you for caring.

    Hope your okay.

    kira x

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    Monty- / Oct 26 2019 23.33

    Thats great im really happy you're having fun x

    Well im going to this festival thing soon. It's the day after Halloween, but im still dressing up cos why not? 😂 I'm going as Frank n furter from the Rocky horror picture show.

    Do you have any plans for Halloween?

    -Monty Xx

    rocky2294 / Oct 27 2019 17.32

    haha, i am glad you are too. x

    Scotland is amazing. so many rainbows, which are like some symbol of peace in the bible and so that's pretty cool :)

    Go for it.... :D that sounds very fun!!

    I haven't....we watched 'strictly come dancing...halloween special'

    we have bought some like spooky ghost lights cause mum got bored in a shop and she just picked them up and chucked them in the trolly.

    How's things?? I have only just seen this, it didn't come through in my notifications : /

    Speak soon,

    Kira xx

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    rocky2294 / Oct 27 2019 17.32

    haha, i am glad you are too. x

    Scotland is amazing. so many rainbows, which are like some symbol of peace in the bible and so that's pretty cool :)

    Go for it.... :D that sounds very fun!!

    I haven't....we watched 'strictly come dancing...halloween special'

    we have bought some like spooky ghost lights cause mum got bored in a shop and she just picked them up and chucked them in the trolly.

    How's things?? I have only just seen this, it didn't come through in my notifications : /

    Speak soon,

    Kira xx

    Monty- / Oct 27 2019 21.56

    Dont worry x reply when you get the messages not your fault if you dont get the notifications xx

    Yea i watched strictly too 😂 i loved the Morticia Addams one x

    -Monty Xx

    p.s. I really like Scotland, I've been there a few times with my mum its amazing, i really want to go back there some time X

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    Monty- / Oct 27 2019 21.56

    Dont worry x reply when you get the messages not your fault if you dont get the notifications xx

    Yea i watched strictly too 😂 i loved the Morticia Addams one x

    -Monty Xx

    p.s. I really like Scotland, I've been there a few times with my mum its amazing, i really want to go back there some time X

    rocky2294 / Oct 28 2019 15.56

    Thanks xxx :D haha yeah, at least somethings not my fault

    I loved that one too....michelle is so good at dancing. i also loved the couples choice routine x

    Kira xx

    ps: Where have you been in Scotland??

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