i sent nudes to a stranger, photos and videos and he screen recorded one of the videos.
He said it was an accident and swore he deleted them. He then showed me a screen recording of his camera roll and recently deleted to prove it wasnt there. I was afraid he had them and would blackmail me so i asked if that could have just been a one time thing and we could go our seperate ways, and then he unadded me. The next day i made a 2nd account and added him, telling him how bad and guilty i feel and begging him to tell me whether he still had the video. he said, and i quote: “I dont have any videos of you. Nothing. I deleted them can you like really chill out.”. I then asked why he screen recorded it in the first place and he said its a glitch his phone does sometimes or something like that. He said he never intented to record it. I looked it up and there is a glitch some people have experienced of snapchat in which it screen records without their knowledge but still, this is really hard to believe. He ended by saying “you dont have to believe me but i know what happened” and then we unadded each other. I dont know what to think or feel. I feel so empty inside, i never thought id do this. I hate myself and I want to die. My face wasnt in any photos/videos but I feel sick to my stomach. I can’t handle this, things in my life are already so bad and now I’ve gone and done this. What do I do? I’m so upset and ashamed and regretful and scared. I feel disgusting. I know I shouldn’t have done it and I honestly don’t know why or how I did. This was just some stranger, 17 year old boy and I wasn’t thinking straight. Now what do I do. I can’t handle this on my own I hate myself 😭