Trigger warning, I suppose. So, I’ve finished high school and now I’m off to college. The last two years, I’ve spent high school at a medical school, not a regular high school. There, I managed to gain control over my eating disorder. I’ve been gone for 3 weeks and I’m already slipping back into old habbits. I’m struggling to get out of bed and socialise with friends. I’m just really missing skipping meals and self-harming. It sounds crazy, but I miss feeling hungry and self-harming. I don’t want to worry my mum right now because she just got a new boyfriend for the first time since she divorced my dad, almost 8 years ago. I just don’t know what to do.
Jay-Jo / Jul 18 2019 22.35