I was sexually assaulied by my ex boyfriend a year ago now. But I feel like it's recently only become real, I thought everything was fine and I'd forgotten about it but recently I've been having flashbacks and I can't sleep. I've recently got into a new relationship and I trust him with everything but I'm not sure how to tell him I don't want him to feel like he has to worry about me all the time because it's not his job to but he's the only person I can talk to. Some of my friends know the basic bit of what went on and they don't take it seriously they always bring it up joking around and its just making me feel worse and worse. Ive also found out some information about the boy and how since he's assaulted more girls which makes me feel so bad because I could've stopped him and it's my fault if I had told somebody the other girls would never be in the same position. I really don't want this to ruin my new relationship and I want to sort it out now I know the best thing is to tell my boyfriend I just need to figure out how😕