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Hello and thank you for your letter.
I can hear how worried you are about your friend and youre trying your best to help her but now youve reached the point where you dont know what else to do.
Supporting a friend through difficult times can be really tough and frightening. When we have worries about someone that were close to and care about it can feel like a big responsibility to cope with on our own, but youve done the right thing to tell someone else.
I imagine that some of what your friend is going through may have reminded you about your own past experiences of feeling depressed and the ways that youve been able to manage what was happening for you. Sometimes just telling someone that youre there for them can mean a lot.
Im concerned to hear that your friend has thought about killing herself. This may be hard for you to hear but youre not responsible for what your friend decides to do and if someone gets to the point of trying to end their own life they need adult support to help keep them safe. If theres ever a time that you think she might be in danger, its okay for you to ring 999 straight away and tell them as much as possible.
I can hear that sometimes you get annoyed when she wont tell you stuff this sounds frustrating and it may be that shes feeling some of this frustration too. It can feel upsetting when someone close to us wont accept our help or support and youve tried talking to her but it seems hard for her to open up. Often it can be difficult for someone to start talking about how theyre feeling and maybe finding the words to explain to you is hard or she could be worrying about how you might react to what she says.
It might be an idea to think about which adults youd feel able to talk to. Youve told me that your friend has counselling at school - it would be okay for you to talk to someone there if you wanted. This might be a teacher that you trust or the school counsellor, for example.
Its important to remember that when youre supporting someone else that you can talk about how youre feeling too. ChildLine is a safe place for you to do this. You or your friend can talk to a ChildLine counsellor in a 1-2-1 online chat, by email or by calling us free on 0800 1111.
Its taken a lot of courage to write to me - youre being a good friend and ChildLine can be there to listen to and support both of you.
Take care,
Sam
You can talk privately to a counsellor online or call 0800 1111 for free.
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