Hi there, and thanks for writing to me.
It appears that things are really hard for you just now, and it seems like school and all the work at school is getting on top of you. It can be really hard when you are comparing your own work to that of your friends, and feel that you are falling behind.
It’s good that you want to take your education seriously, but it’s also important to look after yourself, and I’d be worried if you weren’t eating properly.
There will be ways to help you with your school work, and that’s something ChildLine could talk to you about. I think it would be a good idea to give them a call on 0800 1111 (calls are free, even from mobiles) or you could log-in for a 1-2-1 chat on the ChildLine website.
Take care
Sam