hi sam
i find it really hard to explain everything happening in my life at the moment but im going to tell you the brief overview of the situation..
my mum and dad are divorced, they each have new boyfriends/girlfriends, and i have an ok life, from everyone elses point of view my life must seem fine but at home its different. I have 3 sisters and 1 brother, so i have a big family and dont get much attention anyway, but recently my mum doesnt talk to me like she used to, my sisters gang up on me and my younger brother is the only one that ever even has a conversation with me. i know you must get a lot of really serious problems that people write to you about and this probably seems so silly, i just wanted to talk to someone about it. At school i have a few friends, one of them is really rich and perfect and gets everything she wants and i dont like being friends with her because i get really jelous of her because good things always happen to her and shes not even a nice person and i try my absolute best to be nice to people but i get nothing i want ever, and nothing ever goes right for me. Everyone always compliments her and im just the ugly duckling. but anyway, at school theres this trip that everyone has to go on for gcse, but its a hundred pound deposit and im really poor and i had to pay for 20 pound of it out my own money, and i know i sound like i feel really sorry for myself but i just get really upset because my friend gets everythign and my life is just really bad.
Also my mum works full time and has 5 children to manage, my eldest sister is nothing to look up to.. she is 20 years old and doesnt have a job, and still borrows money off of me, and she does drugs and smokes, my second eldest sister is nice, she is doing really well in life, she has a lovely boyfriend, she has a job and wants to soon move out at 18 years old, im the middle child and get no attention at all from anyone, my youngest sister just winds me up and makes fun of me all the time, she is always treated so nicely by everyone and im made out to look the bad one to everyone when i get angry at her, because we share a room and i sometimes get angry with her because how she treats me, and no one sees that i look like im over reacting when im actually not..
sorry about how long this is, and i know it seems like i have no problems compared to others but i would just like to tell someone about my problems and i know that you will read this and listen to me and not just ignore it like everyone else does..
thank you sam, from anonymous.