Hi
It sounds like you’re having a lot of difficulties and dealing with a great deal of changes in your life.
It might be useful to think about how you might best cope with the situation. Your mum has a new partner and there are some new kids moving in which means that nothing is the same as it used to be.
Changes can be very difficult but running away can be even more difficult. If you were to run away where would you go? How would you survive? Where would you get money for food? Is running away really the best way to cope with a difficult situation?
Are you able to talk to your mum about how you are feeling? She might not realise just how bad you are feeling.
You’ve said your granny won’t let you stay at her house but would it be possible for you to spend the odd weekend with her just to get some space away from home?
Think about writing down your feelings and also think about giving it to your mum. Let her know how you are feeling.
Please think about coming into 1-2-1 or phoning ChildLine on 0800 1111 and talk to one of our counsellors about how you are feeling. Support is available.
Take care
Sam