Thanks for your letter
It sounds as though home for you right now is not a great place to be and you don't have very much support. But you are not alone with this worry. There are many young people in similar positions.
First of all, are there times when either your mum or dad are sober -this means not drunk? If so, maybe you could have a chat to them about how they are making you feel? Even write a letter to them telling them what their behaviour is doing to you.
Does dad have a support worker that you might be able to talk to? If he is a recovering alcoholic he may have one. Or is there anyone such as a close relative, family friend, teacher or neighbour that you could have a chat to about home and what is happening?
You may even think about coming to ChildLine to speak with a counsellor on 0800 1111 or have a 1-2-1 chat online?
ChildLine counsellors are really helpful, listening and supporting lots of young people with their worries. Together with the counsellor you will be able to work out the kind of help that you can get.
If you are not ready to talk have a look at some other websites that can give you information and advice. Check out www.nacoa.org.uk and www.alcoholissues.co.uk Both of these will provide helpful support and helplines.
I hope this helps
Take care
Sam