Hi there
I am sorry to read that you’re feeling so unhappy. It sounds like you feel you have the world on your shoulders.
I am wondering what is happening between you and your mum for you to be so unhappy. You’re right to say that running away won’t solve your problems. This would only place you at a higher risk of harm and there are safe ways of resolving your worries. Well done too for talking to your counsellor.
Were you able to tell your counsellor how unhappy you are, what’s happening at home, and why you want to leave? If not, why not tell your counsellor everything?
You don’t need to cope with your worries alone. You have told me that you don’t feel able to ring ChildLine. You can call ChildLine free from a phone box if you were able to get to one. Is there one you could use near where you live? You could always talk to a ChildLine counsellor online about what’s happening in your life. Together with a counsellor you cvan work out safe ways of resolving your issues.
You could also check out www.supportline.org.uk or you could place a message on the ChildLine message boards asking other young people what they think you should do. Please take care
Sam