Hi Jade
I’m sorry that you are going through such a tough time at the moment. It’s very natural to cry when things are difficult and you aren’t sure what to do. You did the right thing to write to me and ask for some advice because it is important to get things off your chest sometimes.
You said that you are being bullied – it's very wrong for anyone to treat you this way, especially someone who you thought was a friend. Have you ever tried to talk with anyone about this? Like a teacher at school for example or maybe another relative?
I see that you say that you hate the place you are in? What do you mean by that – it sounds like you are really unhappy at home and that can be really tough.
It sounds like there is a lot going on for you at the moment and ChildLine would really like to help and support you. You can speak to a counsellor at ChildLine by phone for free on 0800 1111 or using the online chat. Have a look at this video about contacting ChildLine.
ChildLine is confidential which means not telling anyone else about what you’ve said. It means that you can feel safe talking to ChildLine about something that is happening to you, or how you feel about something, knowing that no one else will find out. What you talk about is between you and ChildLine, unless they are worried that someone's life was in real danger, in which case they will try to get you some help.
ChildLine is here for you, you don’t have to go through this all on your own.
Take care
Sam