Hi there
Thank you for your letter. It sounds as though you are having a difficult time at home with your mum right now and its causing you to feel very stressed and angry.
You mention that you feel like running away, I am worried that you might end up in a dangerous situation and sometimes young people run away and find themselves without anywhere to stay and without any food or money.
It sounds like you feel your mum doesn’t care as much about you as your brother and sister because you are arguing so much. Perhaps you could try telling her how upset you feel about the arguing. It might be useful to ask how she feels about the arguing and what she would like to be different.
Remember that its natural to fight with your parents when growing up, and it might be good to speak to your brother or sister to ask if they had arguments with your mum when they were younger, and find out how they sorted them out. Sometimes it's useful to focus on what you would like to be different in your relationship, rather than on the problem, such as what you would like to be doing instead of arguing.
ChildLine counsellors are here 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for you to talk about how you are feeling. You can contact by phone on 0800 1111 or sign up for a ChildLine account and use the 1-2-1 online chat or send an email.
Take Care
Sam