Hello,
Thank you for sending your letter to me. I can hear you are not sure about the best way to deal with these feelings of depression and you are concerned about what others might think if you told them. If you want to get a better idea of whether you have depression or not then the best person to speak to would be a medical professional (for example your GP or school nurse). If you are concerned about everything being kept confidential then this is something you could discuss with them before making the appointment.
With regards to your hair falling out I would encourage you to speak to your doctor about this so that they can help you figure out what might be causing it. I would also encourage you to come and have a chat with one of the counsellors by giving us a call on 0800 1111, logging on for a 1-2-1 chat through the website or you can send us an email.
By getting in touch with ChildLine you now have someone who can support you and you do not have to go through this on your own.
Take care,
Sam