Hi there
Thank you for writing to me. I can see that you're feeling very alone and isolated right now and I understand that it must be really difficult for you not having a group of friends around you at school.
It's really good that you've been able to tell me how you feel - sometimes the first step to doing something about a problem is facing up to it, and that's what you're doing, which is really good.
You said that you can never talk to anyone about your problems, and I was just wondering how you might feel speaking to a counsellor at ChildLine? Our counsellors will listen to you and will give you the time you need to talk through what's going on with your friendships and how you are getting on at school.
ChildLine's phones are open 24 hours every day, the calls are free - just dial 0800 1111, and you can see if that will help. If you prefer to chat online then that's ok too, just sign up for a ChildLine account and you can chat online.
Take care and good luck.
Sam