Hello
I am glad that you have written to me about this, because I can see that you are in a situation that is really difficult for you. You are living with a lot of emotional & physical abuse at the moment and that is something that should not be happening to you. Although you feel like running away, there are also a lot of dangers on the streets. However, there are answers that could be found which would help to make home a safe place for you.
It sounds like you have been able to ask your tutor about running away, so I am wondering if this is someone that you feel you could talk to about the abuse that is happening? You may want to think about this. If it helps you could even practice what you might say with one of our ChildLine counsellors. Talking to a ChildLine counsellor is a safe way of speaking out about what is happening and starting to think about some safe plans. Why don't you give it a try by calling 0800 1111 or having a live 1-2-1 chat with a counsellor?
No-one has a right to hurt you or make you feel scared.
Take care
Sam