Hi there,
It’s good to hear from you and great you’ve got in touch.
Sounds like the way you parents are is really upsetting you and making it hard for you to cope with your life. The way that your parents are acting does seem unfair and it is not right how they are treating you. It also sounds like they don’t have much time for you but more for your brother.
It’s concerning that you are thinking about ending it all due to all the pain your feeling, thanks for letting me know that this is something you think about but are not going to act on those thoughts. It’s really important to talk about feeling like this, maybe with someone who you feel you can trust and maybe who might be able to give you some support, as it sounds like you’d really like some support at the moment.
The ChildLine website and the message boards might have some information on that could help. You could also talk to a ChildLine counsellor; lots of children and young people say that talking to a ChildLine counsellor helps a lot. You can do this free and confidential through the website by email or by a 1-2-1 online chat. You can also call on the phone free on 0800 1111 (this won’t show up on any bills). The counsellors would like to support you and to listen to you if it was something you wanted. ChildLine would really like to support you if you were thinking about ending it all.
Take care,
Sam