Is everything out to get me?

To Sam 01/01/2011 1:38am	Is everything out to get me? So thing's haven't been right since that time it all came out. And now. I can't take it anymore. I'm beginning to think i'm depressed. I have happy time's... But i have more bad then good, and now there getting un bearable. I don't know who i can turn to. Cos it'd tear my mom apart. And i can't go to anyone else. And every time i talk to my best friend, she come's out with the same 'it'll get better'. But i know it never will. I need some help, i've asked "some people" but they've got bigger stuff to deal with then the petty like's of me:/ And now, i just need someone to talk to. You think you could? Because i'm starting to believe im in this all on my own.
Sam 10/01/2011 7:00pm	Hi there Thanks for your letter. It can be really difficult when you feel that things are getting unbearable and that you are on your own. I’m glad that you tried talking to people even if it hasn’t helped yet. Sometimes it’s about finding the right person to talk to. Is there a teacher at school or another friend you could trust? Some young people tell me they find it easier to write things down in a letter so the other person can read it first before you talk to them. If you feel that your emotions are having a big impact on your every day life it would be a good idea to talk to a doctor who can talk to you about depression and what it is. You can find information about depression on the ChildLine website. ChildLine is here to support you so you don’t feel on your own. You can talk to a counsellor in confidence - have a look on the website for more information about our confidentiality promise. Take care Sam

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Am I bad?

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