Hello there,
Thank you for your letter.
I think you have done really well to write to me about what has happened between you and your family recently.
It sounds like you are feeling upset about what has happened lately and how it has affected your relationship with your family. You say that your family don’t want to know you and it might be that they just need some time to process what has happened and for things to settle down a bit.
It might be helpful for you to consider that your Mum and the rest of your family will have their own ways of dealing with what has happened and will come to a place where they can talk to you about it in their own time. By what you have told me, it seems like you have a good understanding of how your Mum might be feeling and that you would wish you could restore her faith in you.
You might like to consider talking with one of the ChildLine counsellors using online chat (like MSN) or by phoning 0800 1111 (which is free to call from most phones including mobiles). You could get support and talk through ideas and options for mending your relationship with your Mum and the rest of your family. If you're unsure what contacting ChildLine is like, you might find it helpful to take a look at the contacting ChildLine page. You can also get help and advice from other young people on the Home and family relationships message board.
Take care
Sam