Hi there
Thanks for taking the time out to write to me. I can see that you feel unsure if you are doing the right thing at school and also at home.
It looks as though you would like to stop the people that bully your brothers. I wonder, have you thought about speaking to someone about this, maybe at your school? Each school has an anti-bullying policy in place, and also has a responsibility to make sure that young people are safe and happy at school.
It seems also as though you feel protective of your brothers, and this is understandable as you care about them so much. I wonder also if you worry about them more due to their health conditions? At the same time I wonder who you feel supports you, as this is important too.
You may find it useful to talk about how you are feeling to a ChildLine Counsellor, you can call ChildLine free on 0800 1111 or by having a 1-2-1 chat online.
There is also another website that you may find useful: Young Carers has lots of information for young people who have caring responsibilities, or have parents that do.
Take care
Sam