Hi there and thanks for writing to me.
I can see that you're having a really tough time at school. It sounds like the people who are bullying you are making things so very difficult. We all think school is a safe place where we'll meet and make new friends, but I see that it's not quite like that for you and that you feel moving school is the only way out.
I know you said your mum won't understand, but I wonder if she knows just how bad things are for you and if any teachers know? Teachers, and perhaps other school staff, are there to protect and help you with this kind of problem. I'm wondering if you've been able to tell someone about it?
Perhaps you'd feel easier talking to someone at ChildLine about this? Lots of young people do call ChildLine about bullying. The counsellors are used to helping with problems like yours.
It would be great if you could ring us on 0800 1111 - calls are free, don't show up on bills, and you can ring anytime. Or if you prefer, you can log in and have a 1-2-1 online chat.
Also you may find helpful to look at the advice about bullying on the ChildLine website.
Check out too www.beatbullying.org.uk this provides help and support from other young people who have experienced bullying.
Good luck and take care
Sam