Hi and thanks for your letter
No one should be bullied, for any reason .
It sounds as if you are really confused if people really are your friends, as sometimes your friends act like they are your best friend then the next minute thet are telling you they hate you. Friends are people who we want to be around because we like them, get on with and can trust them. From what you say you are unsure whether you feel they really are your friends because of how they are acting towards you.
Perhaps there are others in your class at school or college who you like and can find out whether you share the same interests?
It is not always easy telling adults what's happening but you could think about talking to someone in your life that you trust? This could be a friend, relative or even a teacher.
You could also speak to a ChildLine counsellor about how you're feeling and they will always listen to you. You can call us on 0800 1111 or sign up and Log-in to the website and have a 1-2-1 chat. Have a look at the ChildLine Explore section for more information about bullying as well.
Take care
Sam