My mum's an alcoholic. I have no brothers or sisters, nor do I have a dad, it's just me and my mum. Since before I was born my mum was an alcoholic, but lately she's been worse. Tonight, I was at my friends house, and so was my mum. My mum was drunk out of her head, she was so embarrasing. She took off her top infront of my friends mum, dad and aunty, and my mum's friend threatened to call the police on her, she kicked my mum out. I had no choice but to go with her. It was the first time I'd cried in public. On the way home my mum was cursing me, pushing me away and spitting at passers-by. I can't take it anymore, I really can't. I think I'm suffering from depression and anxiety attacks, but my mum doesn't care about me. She tells me that she hates me, that she wants me out of her life. I feel the same about her, but she's my mum, I can't abandon her. My nana's gone on holiday for the weekend, so I'm stuck here. My nana's like a mum to be, she's better then my mum, and I've moved in with her a couple of times, after me and my mum have arguments, but I always forgive my mum afterwards.
Please help me, I have no idea what to do.